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So this is it:John x Reader 7

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You missed this.
Those warm lips. That soft kiss. The flutter in your chest. That wrong feeling in your gut.
Wait... Wrong feeling in your gut? You feel your arms push John away without a second thought.
"What are you doing?" John asked taken back. "I-I... I don't know..." You stammer. "Isn't that what you've wanted? I know it's what I've wanted. Do you not believe that I love you ______?" You pause and tears start falling to the floor. That kiss was the key. The dam had opened and a flood of tears from sadness, confusion, frustration, and every other damn feeling you've had come pouring out. "I do love you, I believe that you love me, But this is just wrong. You're not mine. I'm not going to be your hidden agenda John. I wont allow myself to be used like that."
John paused. "I'm sorry _____. You're right. I was wrong to do that."

I looked into John's for a moment. "I think I should go." John nods and you collect your things and head out the door. While walking down the street you did the only thing you could think of, call Rose. "Hello?" You heard after a click on the other end on the line. "Hey Rose... Do you think you can come pick me up?" You felt used, pathetic, and confused. Your head was spinning so much that you were surprised it hadn't fallen off. "Yeah darling. Where are you?" Rose ask. "I'm downing down the street from John's house." There was silence on the other end for a minute. "Oh, I see. I'll be right over." Then you both hung up and waiting till she got there.

Rose didn't ask any questions, she didn't say anything at all actually. The tension in the car could be cut with a knife. Rose kept her eyes on the road and turned on the radio, she didn't bother looking at you. After a while of the awkward silence Rose pulled up to an ice cream shop. "Why are we here?" You ask following her as she gets out of the car. "I wanted ice cream, and something clearly happened," She says heading up to the window. She orders some ice cream and hands you a cone as the two of you head to a picnic table.

"So what happened?" Rose asked. You told Rose everything, she was the one friend who didn't over react or judge. Rose just sat there listening as you told her the whole story. Once you finished she asked one question. "So what are you going to do?"  She asked with a straight face as she ate her ice cream. You knew exactly what you had to do. You distanced yourself from John, keeping him at a small talk level of friendship only. And you kept this up for a long time, and before you knew it, senior year had rolled around.
~~~To be continued~~~
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